I was only 18 when Jackson came along and losing him was the hardest thing i have ever gone through.I went through my whole 40 week pregnancy he died 3 hours before he was born. My world came crumbling down.

I was lucky enough to have spent he whole day with him and have him blessed, my family came and spent time and we all got to cuddle and hold him,i never wanted to leave him alone in the hospital when we went home that night.They say time heals, but really it never does, the memories never fade, if only i could turn back time to hold you once again.

My pain still raw, my love still strong.I miss you every single day and love you like there are no is tomorow.
I still have your blanket we held you in that i often go to, to try and smell you or just to feel close to you. On your anniversarie's i hold your photo album close to my heart and often talk to you like you are there.
I know you are close by keeping watch over us all. May those angels still be guarding you while you sleep little man, i love you with all my heart now and forever and miss you dearly kissses and hugs Mummy