MY BEAUTIFUL GRANDDAUGHTER WAS BORN ON THE 8.1.2009 SHE WAS PEFECT IN EVERY WAY. JADE TOOK MY BREATH AWAY THE VERY FIRST TIME I SEEN HERE. I LONG TO SEE HER AGAIN. I MAY NEVER SEE HER GROW BUT YOU KNOW WHAT SHE GROWS IN MY HEART EVERYDAY. THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU JADE. THEY SAY IT GETS EASIER WITH TIME WELL THATS NOT TRUE I BELEIVE IT GETS HARDER. I WATCHED YOU FOR 54 DAYS NOT THINKING EVER THAT WE WOULD LOSE YOU. YOU WERE DOING SO WELL WHAT HAPPENED. YOU KNEW SOMETHING THAT WE DIDNT. YOU MAY HAVE BEEN WITH US FOR A SHORT WHILE BUT YOU GAVE US SO MUCH JOY. MY WORLD WAS DESTROYED THE DAY YOU LEFT US. I WILL NEVER FORGET THE FIRST TIME I HELD YOU, YOU LOOKED SO PEACEFUL WHILE MY WORLD WAS TORN APART. I KNOW I WILL NEVER GET OVER LOSING YOU.
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My heart still breaks and the tears still flow, so many tears fall but so little people got to meet you. I got to hold you for the first time after you passed. You looked so peaceful, why my heart broke. Losing you was the worst. I failed as a grandparent and as a mother. But you knew i was there, Thank you baby girl for the precious moment i got with you by my self. Mummy and daddy trusted me with you while they spoke to the doctors. I had that special time something a granparent never gets. I thank you jade for that. I may not understand and will always have that loss in my heart. You give me strengh to know a better grandparent i will be. My special angel i will never forget i couldnt help you mummy or daddy with the pain. I will always be the rock to hold it together only for you. I love you, miss you and wish you were here. We will meet again someday and i hope you will know who i am. Rest easy my baby you need to after the battle you fought. Your little feet won't Russell in the leaves, instead your little wings will flutter in the sky.
So another year over. Today was a beautiful day to start the New Year, its very sad it not with you though. I can't believe in just 7 days you will be 3years old it feels like yesterday you were born. Everyday is a new day and I take each as they come. I love you and miss you.
01/01/2012 - Mummy
Please baby look after poppy paul. Make sure he is ok and protect him. I love him more than words can say he is very sad. I know you will make him happy you are the light in my heart that keeps me going. I so wish i was with you, because i know you love me. Sweet dreams sweetheart.
12/12/2011 - lee camero
When angels visit us,we do not hear the flutter of there wings. Nor feel the feathery touch of a dove. But we know their presence by the love they create in our hearts. Most people only dream of angels, I got to hold one in my arms. Thankyou jade for helping me get through the weekend only you and poppy Malcolm knew how tough it was for me. But you both held me up and gave me strength, I have felt you both so often lately. Knowing you are there helps to know I will get through another day. Love you baby. Nanna lee
15/11/2011 - nanna lee
My thoughts are with you. I hope you are not as lonely as me. I miss you and love you. I can imagine how pretty you would be now. I hope you will remember me when we meet again. I feel so lonely and depressed without you and poppy Malcolm. Keep smiling my angel. Love you lots. Nanna lee
09/11/2011 - nanna lee
I love you so much. I miss you so very much. I so often think of you and wish I could trade places with you. I know you are in a better place with no more pain it still doesn't make it any easier. I'm so glad that you and poppy Malcolm help me get through each day. If only I could have one more day with you, just to hold you. Love you baby.
05/11/2011 - nanna lee
Hey baby, you are always there for me. If I could I would be with you, you give me the strength to go on. If you see poppy Malcolm tell him I miss him and wish he was here. Because I know you both will help me get through. I love you so very much. I so long to hold you again. Take care baby girl.
09/10/2011 - nanna lee
I love you. Having you in my thoughts has got me through some though times. Everyday I see your photo but in my heart you are growing older. We are teaching Hayley to say that you are her sister. She look at your photo and says Jade. Love you always and forever. I spend alot of time wondering what life would be like with you still here, right here in our life, in our house. I see some of your attitude in your sister Hayley. We talk of you often you make me strong. The lives of the people you touched have made them stronger people.
07/10/2011 - Mummy
Our little baby Jade, the world has been robbed of a beautiful person.
There isn't a day goes by that I dont think about You.Your short life blessed us all but for a short while.Although I can still see your pretty smile.I miss you so much baby jade.
28/09/2011 - Paul Scicluna
Beautiful baby Jade I only meet you once but you looked so perfect and beutiful.It was hard to believe you had so many medical problems.My heart fell apart when I got that phone call from Nanna Lee to say you had passed away,I couldnt believe what i was told I only meet you two to three days before you passed away.Your Nanna is wonderful and im very sad that you both didnt get to have more time together.May you rest in peace.Maria Robinson and Family xox
28/09/2011 - Maria Robinson
I never new you baby jade but know of you from your nana lee & how deeply she misses you so spread your wings little angel & fly high & know you will be forever loved & sadly missed precious little angel oxoxo
27/09/2011 - Mary bolwell
Thinking of you today when Isaw some butterflies playing in the sun.They had pretty white wings and they made me think of you flying high and free.We must let nanna lee know how special she is and help her know that she is not a failure like she said. Take care pretty one. Fly well xx
27/09/2011 - Jane Longhurst
I wish i was with you at times baby girl, i miss you so very much. i would love to hold you just one more time jade. nanny misses you
27/09/2011 - nanna lee
Hey baby girl thank you for being there. I thankyou for giving me so much joy and for giving us hayley. I know poppy malcolm is looking after you.I think of you everyday and i thank you for the memories. I wish i could hold you and kiss you one more time. Uncle sam talks of you often, and mummy and daddy never forget and me i suffer in silence until we meet again. I miss you so much and can never forget, i will never understand why you had to go. But i thank you so very much for our hayley. Rest little one for one day we will meet again. Nanna lee
03/08/2011 - lee cameron
hey baby girl, missing you heaps and thinking about you alot in the last couple of weeks. Talking to you helps me alot. I lit a candle for you and i prayed to you. Until we meet again. love you lots
30/06/2011 - nanna lee
Happy Easter my sweet little angel. I think of you often and miss you so much. I wish I could hold you just one more time.
23/04/2011 - lee cameron
My beautiful girl you are in my thoughts tonight more than normal. The tears still flow and the heart still aches. I know you are not to far away. I miss you jade and love you more each day. We will meet again, then I can hold you again. I love you baby. Nanna lee
09/04/2011 - nanna lee
I find myself thinking about you today as I try and hold back the tears. Is it ever going to get any easier. I often think what a very special little girl you are. I often feel you near and I know you are looking over mummy,daddy and Hayley. I love you baby and miss you so much.
20/03/2011 - nanna lee
My angel jade two years ago today you left us you are always in my thoughts. Alot has happened in those two years and I still find myself wanting you more than ever. I love you and miss you more than words could ever say. It still doesn't get any easier.
03/03/2011 - nanna lee
Happy 2nd birthday my beautiful angel. Where ever you are I hope you are happy.thankyou for giving me so much joy. I love you and miss you so much
08/01/2011 - nanna lee
Merry Christmas baby girl missing you so much,where ever you are I hope you are ok.My thoughts are so often with you. I wish I could hold you just one more time.
Love you so much
25/12/2010 -
Thinking of you today as always, missing you more than ever. Knowing you are always near helps me get through each day. One day we are going to meet again and once again I will hold you in my arms. Love you more than ever jade
26/10/2010 - nanna lee
My beautiful angel thankyou for looking after your mummy,daddy and our little princess hayley when she was taken to hospital. I knew you would be there for your little sister. I know you are never far away. Forever you are always in my heart.And my heart will always ache for you. I love you so much.
24/09/2010 - nanna lee
I think of you and some times find it hard to breath I guess that is my heart breaking wishing you were here. I just wish I knew why you left us, I guess I will never. Jade i will always have a hole in my heart waiting for you to return. Love you deeply angel
24/07/2010 - nanna lee
My precious angel Jade today you would be 18 mths old. I love you and wish you were here. I silently cry for you and smile knowing that we had 54 beautiul days with you. I hope my heart will mend someday. I know someday we are going to be together again.
08/07/2010 - nanna lee
My little angel I think of you often,and miss you more and more. I wish i could hold you and see you again. You will always be sadly missed, and i will always long for you. Keep shining down on us Jade. Love you more and more each day.
25/06/2010 - nanna lee
my little angel i miss you so much and think about you often you will never be forgotten and you will always be loved
18/05/2010 - nanna lee
You are my angel. I'm glad I had the precious amount of time with you, you mean everything to me, love you lots love Mummy
20/04/2010 - Mummy
Happy Easter my beautiful little girl.I miss you so much, and i wish you were here
04/04/2010 - nanna lee
Jade you were like a pretty little pebble dropped into a pond. The ripples spread far. You touched so many people in such a short time.
Now you are a shining star spreading light to everybody who looks up to see you. love, Jane Michael and Emily xxx
Rest easy little one. xx
31/03/2010 - jane longhurst